what’s been heard,seen and felt by joan…

***Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.– ****

DON’T

Don’t care so much for me,

I may get used to it.

Don’t come so near to me,

I may not be able to detach from it.

Don’t put so much faith in me,

I may not be able to handle it.

Don’t touch me the way u do,

I may not be able to get over it.

Don’t become a part of my life,

Coz without u, I won’t be able to live it.

Don’t make me fall for u,

I may not be able to fall out of it.

Don’t come into my life,

If u have to leave one day.

Don’t give me the hope,

That it’s forever u r gonna stay,

Coz love is an emotion I won’t be able to hide,

When love isn’t reciprocated with love,

It hurts deep down inside.

Don’t start something That I won’t be able to end

Don’t make me believe That u can be more than a friend

Coz at the end of it all

don’t wanna hear u say

That,” I’m sorry,”

“ but I never felt the same way as u do”

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Ode To My True Friend

The day I met you
I found a friend -
And a friendship that
I pray will never end.

Your smile - so sweet
And so bright -
Kept me going
When day was as dark as night.

You never ever judged me,
You understood my sorrow.
Then you told me it needn’t be that way
And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow.

You were always there for me,
I knew I could count on you.
You gave me advice and encouragement
Whenever I didn’t know what to do.

You helped me learn to love myself
You made life seem so good.
You said I can do anything I put my mind to
And suddenly I knew I could.

There were times when we didn’t see eye to eye
And there were days when both of us cried.

But even so we made it through:
Our friendship hasn’t yet died.

Circumstances have pulled us apart,
We are separated by many miles.
Truly, the only thing that keeps me going
Is my treasured memory of your smile.

This friendship we share
Is so precious to me,
I hope it grows and flourishes
And lasts unto infinity.

You are so extra-special to me
And so this to you I really must tell:
You are my one true friend,
My Guardian Angel.

Our friendship is one-in-a-million
So let’s hold on to it and each other.
We cannot let this chance of pure bliss fly away
For there will never be another.

I love you.
I will always love you.

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REALITY

Reality is that slap in the face
When you think you have the world by the tail
And life seems to be moving at your own pace
When you feel like there is no way you can fail.

Reality is there to open your eyes
When you find you were walking with them closed
And it shows you a sight that can surely make you cry
Because with reality, it shows you what you already know.

Reality breaks a person’s heart and soul
And destroys dreams and hopes that a person feels
The truth and only truth is reality’s only goal
And it doesn’t care whose world that it might kill.

Reality keeps me in a state of mind
That I know it has complete control
But sometimes my dreams overtake reality I find
And love lives for a while in my heart and soul.

Reality is not fair.
Reality does not care.

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      WHAT GOOD ABOUT LOVE

I waited for your love in hope,
That ours would come again,
And make me feel the things I felt,
When we were one, back then.

But time and distance have erased,
The things I wished anew,
And now I find myself alone,
Though I am here with you.

I travelled to another world,
Out far beyond the one we knew,
I thought that I could live again,
And now I find I’m back with you.

But what of hearts that beat as one,
And what of passion and embrace,
Is it too much to ask of you,
To make these tears of mine erase.

Too painful this - to journey back,
To times of love and laughter free,
The times we lay together with
A sense of you , a sense of me.

So now, I journey on alone,
Forever wandering, in my thoughts,
And I shall ask you once again,
What good is love.

                  

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The Wake Of My Recovery

When you came into my life,
you breathed a new passion into my soul.
You gave me a reason to face
and conquer each day with purpose, confidence.
You excited my heart and my need to love-
and I did love . . . you.
My world grew bright with all that was you
and my everything became you.
But with no warning or backward glance
you blackened my existence with your retreat-

Into another’s arms.

I felt I couldn’t breathe without you.
You left me with no defense. No understanding.
Left to stumble and learn to live my life
alone, without your passion and "love. "
Time crawled when helping me to mend
my shattered soul.
Every step I made toward recovery filled
me with hate and distrust.

Bitterness.

Gone was the hope and faith. Replaced
hollowly by fear and rage.
In the wake of my recovery I left many
broken hearts. As you left mine.
After many horrid mistakes I slowly came to
realize what I should have known before.
The passion we shared, the love we had-
wasn’t because of you.

It was because of me.

When with you, I wasn’t myself.
And I fell.
With my new realization I began a true
recovery- discovery of the beauty within me.
Much time later I can smile at our good times
and leave the pain felt behind me.
I have blossomed into myself. I’m surrounded
by those that truly love me.
Now that you see my newfound independence
and security, you want me again.
Suddenly you see that all you’ve ever hoped
and wished for is within me.
But with the pain you caused, you taught
me something else.

Self-worth.

I love myself.
And you don’t deserve me.
Goodbye.

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Friendship isn’t always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn’t quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.

Instead of different words, however, we’re stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.

Friends are special people. We can’t pick our family, and we’re sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life

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Cuz I’m A Girl
* I just can’t understand the ways, Of all the men and their mistakes. You give them all your heart, and then they rip it all away…
- You told me how much you loved me, And how our love was meant to be. And i believed in you, i thought that you would set me free…
You should’ve just told me the truth, That i wasn’t the girl for you… Still i didn’t have a clue, So my heart depended on You… Whoah
Although i’ll say ‘i hate u’ now, Although i’ll shout and curse you out… I’ll always have love for you, Because i am a girl
* Been told a man will leave you cold, Get sick of you and bored… I know that it’s no lie, I gave my all still i just cry. Never again will i be fooled, to give my all when nothing’s true… I won’t be played again, but i will fall in love again…
You should’ve just told me the truth, That i wasn’t the girl for you… Still i didn’t have a clue, So my heart depended on You… Whoah
Although i’ll say ‘i hate u’ now, Although i’ll shout and curse you out… I’ll always have love for you, Because i am a girl
— I loved u so… now u leave me in the cold, How could this be, i thought that u’d only love me… Into the night, i will pray that you’re alright.. You hurt me so, I can’t let u go —
You took advantage of my willingness to do anything for love, Now i’m the only one in pain… will you please take it all away~ Oh~
Never thought born being a girl, How i can love you and be burned… And now i will build a wall, to never get torn again~
Although i’ll say ‘i hate u’ now, Although i’ll shout and curse you out… I’ll always have love for you, Because i am a girl
Although i’ll say ‘i hate u’ now, Although i’ll shout and curse you out… I’ll always have love for you, Because i am a girl

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huh!!!!!!!!!!!

170206_1151 Friendship-Relationship

A lot of friendships between guys and girls lead to relationships eventually. Because the friendship is between a guy and a girl, hormones and such always get in the way, especially in teenagers. Sometimes friendships are formed because one party is thinking about a relationship and that’s their motive to be friends with someone. Other times thoughts of a relationship don’t even come up until much later in a friendship. In addition, every so often thoughts about a relationship never come up in a friendship. However, for the majority of friendships between guys and girls, the idea of a relationship in either the girl’s or the guy’s mind is inevitable.

Going from a friendship to a relationship is a very risky thing to do. Just speaking your thoughts out loud can ruin or strengthen a friendship. If one person is interested and speaks his mind but the other person isn’t, the may get wierded out and avoid the first person, therefore ruining the friendship. Or a friendship can be so strong that keeping your interest hidden will create a bump in the fabric of the friendship and hurt the friendship. Making that jump is a risky thing but when you analyze this a little more you’ll see that either outcome is for the better. If you express your interest and the other person starts avoiding you, it’s clear that they didn’t value your friendship as much as you did and your saving yourself effort in the long run. But if you express your interest and the other person rejects you but clearly wants to keep being friends with you then they cherish your friendship as much as you do and it’s all good becasue you got over that stage (hopefully) and you two can have a better friendship now.

In conclusion, yes, taking the chance of stepping up the friendship is risky. But do you really want to be friends with someone who will so easily throw away your friendship?

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                                160106_1910MALING AKALA                        

Akala ko

noon

Madali lng ang mabuhay

Walang gulo o waya

Dahil para sa kin                                 

Lahat nagmamahalan

    Akala ko

noon

   Lahat pwede kong gawin

   pwede kong kunin at

  pwede kong mahalin

Ngayon alam ko na

Naiintindihan ko na

Lahat ng iyon ay maling akala lang pala

Hindi lahat ng gusto ko

Madali kong makuha

Dapat paghirapan ko rin ang iyon

Hindi lahat ng taong mahal ko

Ay mahal ako at mamahalin ako

Kailangan korin silang ipaglaban

Sa mgataong gusting umagaw sa kanila

At para patunayan ko na rin sa kanila kung

gaano sila kahalaga sa akin

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did u guyz watch d Worl Pyro Olympics…..

philippines was the host this year….

im telling u guyz its so amazing

i cant describe

how i feel during dat tym…..

der are 9 countries hu join in dat contest

**nd just to inform u Austrilia won!!(hurray)**

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